Temporarily Letting Go/Soul Surviving

What's Goodie Fellow Bloggers & Bloggerettes?

I'm just getting in from work & shit.....staying at my mother's house this week to take care of her & things of that nature. It's been nearly a month since I wrote my last entry. A lot of things have been going down since the last time I actually sat down & thought of something worthwhile to share with the public.

Lately, I've been focusing on pure survival and neglecting to take care of myself in the process. It's crazy, especially since I'm known for keeping myself wayyyyy up to par. However, reality done set in & the grind has officially gone bananas. The masses always say that sometimes things gotta take a backseat; whomever made that up ain't never lied. I hate the fact that sometimes my "vanity" has to take a backseat in order to get to where I need to be in life. On the myspace page, I stated that "no one's gonna grind for you but you" or whatever I put......they both mean the same damn thang....I know I need to take care of myself & respect the Grind in the process, but yeah, sometimes things will have to be pushed back since my whole schtick has been switched.

For instance, I gained weight in places they have no business being at. I know deep inside that I need to get this "dead weight" off of me, but again, The Survival" takes predesecence (spellcheck anyone?). I would looooove to go to the gym & get my body back on smash, but time will tell.

With that being said, I'm out.....the real world is calling me & I need to answer ASAP.

Toodles I-Net Fam...